| Fashion |
| Aerosol Can - Major Lazer Remix |
Special thanks to Ercj for carrying out this photoshoot.
Photographer - Ercj Loo
Make Up Artist - Siiew Wen & Zac Lee
Stylist - Crystal Yap & Rachel Phan
Monday, 19 June 2017
Sunday, 30 April 2017
Pretty in Pink
| Fashion |
| Vacation - Hippo Campus |
| Top - H&M | Shorts - H&M | Shoes - H&M | Hat - H&M | Choker - Zara |
Its been quite a while. Many events had occurred since I last wrote. In a span of 4 months, so many things had happened which included big milestones in my life.
I finally graduated from college and now I've officially completed my Advanced Diploma in Fashion Designing. Graduation day went by so fast. It was like morning rehearsal, afternoon getting ready for the fashion show, evening getting ready with our makeup & hair, night time convocation then after fashion show. And just like that it was all over. The night ended with a bunch of bouquet flowers, my finished collection and a whole lot of photos to commemorate the night. Nonetheless to say, I feel very thankful & blessed to have each one of my family members & friends who supported me throughout my 2 years of studying. Going through this ceremony together with the people who I care about the most and are the most important to me, was everything I could have asked for.
Through those three months of sheer dedication made the day very worth it. It makes it a bit weird now that I am not doing anything like that at all. I told myself that I'm gonna take a break for a while. I'm giving myself 3 months to just chill and relax. And after those 3 months, I'm gonna hustle again. I'm having a good time now. I'm going to the gym (I am trying to be consistent at least), spending time with family, trying to post more on my blog, doing some part time jobs, and focusing on trying to refresh myself.
I also feel a little bit lost in all this post-graduate thing. I mean, being free is one thing but being free also means that you start to think a lot about what to do next and where to start. And truth is, I don't know where to start. I don't know where to apply, where I want to go, what exactly I want to do. But most of all, whether I'll admit it to myself or not I'm terrified. I'm scared to get into the whole adulting thing of working hours, loans and bills. I'm at this awkward age where I'm only 20 which is a little bit too young and a little old. I started studying so early and all my friends still have at least 2 years of their lives till they complete their degree. I guess its a good thing, that means I'm ahead, but it also means I'm not quite ready. I at least certainly don't feel like I am. Although I really have to really soon. And I guess its a good kind of scared, the excited kind. A chapter is closing, but a big exciting one awaits.
So that was the update, if your reading till here thank you. I hope you found this a good read in any way possible.
Love,
Rachel Khloe Phan
I finally graduated from college and now I've officially completed my Advanced Diploma in Fashion Designing. Graduation day went by so fast. It was like morning rehearsal, afternoon getting ready for the fashion show, evening getting ready with our makeup & hair, night time convocation then after fashion show. And just like that it was all over. The night ended with a bunch of bouquet flowers, my finished collection and a whole lot of photos to commemorate the night. Nonetheless to say, I feel very thankful & blessed to have each one of my family members & friends who supported me throughout my 2 years of studying. Going through this ceremony together with the people who I care about the most and are the most important to me, was everything I could have asked for.
Through those three months of sheer dedication made the day very worth it. It makes it a bit weird now that I am not doing anything like that at all. I told myself that I'm gonna take a break for a while. I'm giving myself 3 months to just chill and relax. And after those 3 months, I'm gonna hustle again. I'm having a good time now. I'm going to the gym (I am trying to be consistent at least), spending time with family, trying to post more on my blog, doing some part time jobs, and focusing on trying to refresh myself.
I also feel a little bit lost in all this post-graduate thing. I mean, being free is one thing but being free also means that you start to think a lot about what to do next and where to start. And truth is, I don't know where to start. I don't know where to apply, where I want to go, what exactly I want to do. But most of all, whether I'll admit it to myself or not I'm terrified. I'm scared to get into the whole adulting thing of working hours, loans and bills. I'm at this awkward age where I'm only 20 which is a little bit too young and a little old. I started studying so early and all my friends still have at least 2 years of their lives till they complete their degree. I guess its a good thing, that means I'm ahead, but it also means I'm not quite ready. I at least certainly don't feel like I am. Although I really have to really soon. And I guess its a good kind of scared, the excited kind. A chapter is closing, but a big exciting one awaits.
So that was the update, if your reading till here thank you. I hope you found this a good read in any way possible.
Love,
Rachel Khloe Phan
Friday, 19 August 2016
Laurent Favre-Victoire
| Personal |
| Seasons of Love - Rent |
Laurent was enthusiastic. I remember fresh-newbie-me coming into college all excited with all my new clothes and all my new stationeries ready. 2nd day of college and I was equally as pumped as the 1st day. Came into class super early, ready to meet this so called french lecturer who was said to be extremely strict. And when he came through the doors with his oxford shoes and button-up shirt, I thought you know "He doesn't look that bad". Indeed he was strict and stern, but he was also so extremely passionate and you can see that in him as he started teaching. I remembered taking out my notebook and jotting down all these notes because I was so excited just hearing what we were going to go through this whole semester. I remember thinking how awesome this course I am in, and how excited I am starting fashion designing and Laurent was the first lecturer I had met that made me that way. Laurent was no doubt extremely passionate and enthusiastic at his job, and never made me once not feel like he was giving 100% each time.
Laurent was a best-selling novel writer. Laurent had endless amounts of stories that he would tell from all his travel he has done across the globe, to the many interesting people he had met, to all the fashion shows he had to sneak in during Paris Fashion Week. He had such an interesting life, with all the colors in all the shades. One of his stories had always stuck in my mind which was when he had gone to some Island in the Mediterranean. This Island was famous for this mushrooms (that are legal there) that are some kind of drug that makes you high. And Laurent went up the mountain to try this drink but didn't know that it had these special mushrooms in them. Next thing you know it, he was walking down the mountain seeing all sorts of whirls and twirls. The other story that had stuck to my mind was once when he was still living in Paris, as a student he would sneak into fashion shows for Paris Fashion week. He would tell my class and I that he would have to go through kitchens and back doors and all sorts of different allies to get into the fashion show, which he then later on said was so worth it. I remember listening to all these stories of his, and just wish that one day I would be able to experience all these sort of experiences and one day be able to tell someone all the amazing experiences I've had, like how Laurent had amazing stories to tell me. I would always tell Laurent "What I would give to travel". And he would tell me "One day you will Rachel, don't you worry". Laurent was a writer, and his endless stories and amazing experiences just proves what an amazing life he had.
Laurent was supportive. I remember during my 1st semester, me being the newbie with so much adrenaline and excitement I wanted to do everything very well and was seeking for your approval. For one of my assignments, I had brought about 20 threads when we actually only needed one. A few months later, you remembered this and said to me "From the first day, I already kind of knew that you were going to be a good student and you are going to go far". I remember when it was one of our last assignments, we had to paint this simple bag. I used a stencil to create the outline of a painting inspired by the art movement, Art Deco. I remember being extremely pleased with it, and as you walked pass you looked at it and said "Wow, that is so beautiful." And that was the first time you had ever gave any form of approval to any of my assignments. I remember being very pleased with myself that day. And after a few months that passed by, Laurent had never failed to make my class and I feel feel so encouraged constantly telling us each class how hard-working and passionate we are. He would always tell me "Don't ever doubt yourself Rachel, you never know what you are capable of" and "I love your sketchbook and the way you place your drawings, it's so beautiful and you are extremely creative". Laurent never failed to make me feel appreciated for everything that I did and constantly reminded me without me even asking. I don't think he ever really knew how much his encouragement meant to me. He was always there to make me feel better and I always knew that I had someone in Raffles that I know was always going to support me no matter what.
Laurent was underappreciated and misunderstood. He had a tough time moving to KL from France and went though many ups and downs. His sickness was not taken seriously and many people didn't realize how much of his life was so dedicated to teaching and he was often underappreciated for that.
Laurent had a great regard for my class. In every single one of our classes, Laurent would always say things like "Yeah, your group has always been a close knit group that are always together and I like that about you guys" and "I love working with you guys because there is no problem with you deadlines and you guys are amazing to work with". He would always talk about how he enjoyed teaching our class and that we are able to communicate very well. My classmates and I remembered the last time we had all talked to him altogether. We came into the sewing room and he was sewing one of his bags. As per usual, we would ask us what we are doing and we said we were preparing for our internship. And he said, "Oh yeah! You guys are going to love your internship! And next is your mini collection! I can't wait to see all of your mini collection." We had all expected him to be there to see our mini collections, because all we ever wanted was to make him proud. We never also ever really said how much we appreciated him and constantly encouraging us over and over again, even when we felt we couldn't do it. Laurent will definitely have a special place in FD 7.1 hearts forever. We are forever grateful that you thought us, especially in DRD (Design & Research) where we felt we bonded the most. I think I can speak for all of us which are Crystal, Kharen, Gladys and Alicia when I say that we appreciated all that you did for us, and all the nice things you have said to us. We would say all the exact same thing right back to you.
Laurent was an inspiration. If he had not graced his present into my life, this whole void of my knowledge and love in fashion and art history would be missing. Without his ridiculous stories of his travels, I wouldn't be hungry for adventure as I am right now. Without his passion for teaching everyday, I would not have achieved as much as I would have. Without his support and encouragement, I would have fallen more times than I didn't. Every time I think of school and my later future in fashion, there would always be this missing piece of Laurent that will be missing.
But Laurent would not have wanted us to be sad. He would have wanted life to be celebrated and wishes just as much for everyone to be happy. I will always flash back to the last time we spoke. It me and him and in the staff room. Its been a while since we last spoke, as I was so busy with my competition and my internship that we hardly got time to catch up. At that moment, I spent about an hour telling him everything from my whole class being chosen as the finalist into the Sakura Competiton, to details of my internship, and filling him in about all of my classmates and how they are doing with their life and internships as well. He was so delighted to hear from all of us and our well doing. I remember seeing him and thinking how skinny and sick he got. But never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that he was going to go. If I have had that last conversation again, I would just thank him for all that he has done and tell him how much his encouragements meant to me. I had always planned on telling him when I graduate, but now that's far too late.
As Laurent is gone, he would always leave a huge mark in this part of my life that I will cherish forever. It was a pleasure to know him and be a part of his life. College will never be the same without him. I really hope he is in a better place right now, and finally be free from all the things he was chained up throughout his life. I felt like I needed to write this blog post, I felt like it was the least I could do. I feel like people need to know of this man, and how much he impacted so many lives or the least mine. I hope he is looking down at me proudly, and realizing what a big important role he had in my life.
Rest in peace
LAURENT FAVRE-VICTOIRE
Laurent was underappreciated and misunderstood. He had a tough time moving to KL from France and went though many ups and downs. His sickness was not taken seriously and many people didn't realize how much of his life was so dedicated to teaching and he was often underappreciated for that.
Laurent had a great regard for my class. In every single one of our classes, Laurent would always say things like "Yeah, your group has always been a close knit group that are always together and I like that about you guys" and "I love working with you guys because there is no problem with you deadlines and you guys are amazing to work with". He would always talk about how he enjoyed teaching our class and that we are able to communicate very well. My classmates and I remembered the last time we had all talked to him altogether. We came into the sewing room and he was sewing one of his bags. As per usual, we would ask us what we are doing and we said we were preparing for our internship. And he said, "Oh yeah! You guys are going to love your internship! And next is your mini collection! I can't wait to see all of your mini collection." We had all expected him to be there to see our mini collections, because all we ever wanted was to make him proud. We never also ever really said how much we appreciated him and constantly encouraging us over and over again, even when we felt we couldn't do it. Laurent will definitely have a special place in FD 7.1 hearts forever. We are forever grateful that you thought us, especially in DRD (Design & Research) where we felt we bonded the most. I think I can speak for all of us which are Crystal, Kharen, Gladys and Alicia when I say that we appreciated all that you did for us, and all the nice things you have said to us. We would say all the exact same thing right back to you.
Laurent was an inspiration. If he had not graced his present into my life, this whole void of my knowledge and love in fashion and art history would be missing. Without his ridiculous stories of his travels, I wouldn't be hungry for adventure as I am right now. Without his passion for teaching everyday, I would not have achieved as much as I would have. Without his support and encouragement, I would have fallen more times than I didn't. Every time I think of school and my later future in fashion, there would always be this missing piece of Laurent that will be missing.
But Laurent would not have wanted us to be sad. He would have wanted life to be celebrated and wishes just as much for everyone to be happy. I will always flash back to the last time we spoke. It me and him and in the staff room. Its been a while since we last spoke, as I was so busy with my competition and my internship that we hardly got time to catch up. At that moment, I spent about an hour telling him everything from my whole class being chosen as the finalist into the Sakura Competiton, to details of my internship, and filling him in about all of my classmates and how they are doing with their life and internships as well. He was so delighted to hear from all of us and our well doing. I remember seeing him and thinking how skinny and sick he got. But never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that he was going to go. If I have had that last conversation again, I would just thank him for all that he has done and tell him how much his encouragements meant to me. I had always planned on telling him when I graduate, but now that's far too late.
As Laurent is gone, he would always leave a huge mark in this part of my life that I will cherish forever. It was a pleasure to know him and be a part of his life. College will never be the same without him. I really hope he is in a better place right now, and finally be free from all the things he was chained up throughout his life. I felt like I needed to write this blog post, I felt like it was the least I could do. I feel like people need to know of this man, and how much he impacted so many lives or the least mine. I hope he is looking down at me proudly, and realizing what a big important role he had in my life.
Rest in peace
LAURENT FAVRE-VICTOIRE
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