Sunday, 30 April 2017

Pretty in Pink

| Fashion |

| Vacation - Hippo Campus |

| Top - H&M | Shorts - H&M | Shoes - H&M | Hat - H&M | Choker - Zara |

Its been quite a while. Many events had occurred since I last wrote. In a span of 4 months, so many things had happened which included big milestones in my life.

I finally graduated from college and now I've officially completed my Advanced Diploma in Fashion Designing. Graduation day went by so fast. It was like morning rehearsal, afternoon getting ready for the fashion show, evening getting ready with our makeup & hair, night time convocation then after fashion show. And just like that it was all over. The night ended with a bunch of bouquet flowers, my finished collection and a whole lot of photos to commemorate the night. Nonetheless to say, I feel very thankful & blessed to have each one of my family members & friends who supported me throughout my 2 years of studying. Going through this ceremony together with the people who I care about the most and are the most important to me, was everything I could have asked for.

Through those three months of sheer dedication made the day very worth it. It makes it a bit weird now that I am not doing anything like that at all. I told myself that I'm gonna take a break for a while. I'm giving myself 3 months to just chill and relax. And after those 3 months, I'm gonna hustle again. I'm having a good time now. I'm going to the gym (I am trying to be consistent at least), spending time with family, trying to post more on my blog, doing some part time jobs, and focusing on trying to refresh myself.

I also feel a little bit lost in all this post-graduate thing. I mean, being free is one thing but being free also means that you start to think a lot about what to do next and where to start. And truth is, I don't know where to start. I don't know where to apply, where I want to go, what exactly I want to do. But most of all, whether I'll admit it to myself or not I'm terrified. I'm scared to get into the whole adulting thing of working hours, loans and bills. I'm at this awkward age where I'm only 20 which is a little bit too young and a little old. I started studying so early and all my friends still have at least  2 years of their lives till they complete their degree. I guess its a good thing, that means I'm ahead, but it also means I'm not quite ready. I at least certainly don't feel like I am. Although I really have to really soon. And I guess its a good kind of scared, the excited kind. A chapter is closing, but a big exciting one awaits.

So that was the update, if your reading till here thank you. I hope you found this a good read in any way possible.

Rachel Khloe Phan

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